PANDEMIC

It's been a long time for me not to write about anything. I have this miserable mind whenever it comes to write something from the bottom of my heart as my mind start running and all the negative vibes keep throwing inside me. But now, I kind like to accept everything in my life. And see the good behind everything that happened. I believe, I'm a lot more strong now as I'm getting older.

After like 2 years not writing or posting anything, here I am. Get up from my bed, search <blog spot> and writing stuffs. It's hard for me to start writing back after a long break but I think the time is changing during this pandemic. You lost interest in certain things, you keep waiting for the latest data of people who severe with the virus and you start to be overthinking even for a smallest things. Trust me, not just you. I'm going through just the same as you. 

I still remember 2019. The last year we got to see each other face to face instead of meet up virtually. The last year we got to attend any ceremony without thinking of wearing face mask. And also the last year we got to travel all around the world before they closed all the gates. If and only if we have another 10 minutes of the year 2019. Just 10 minutes to at least be grateful for what I have before. 

It has been almost 2 years we're stuck with the new normal lives.

But after all,  

I know that everything happened must be a good reasons behind. I will never stop on praying for us to be back just like the best year, 2019. Our last year before pandemic. And I will always keep praying for our mental health. Keep strong. And never stop on trying to live our life.