When You Grow Older

I really missed my teenage year. Since i grow older, I already forgot on how to have a genuine smile, genuine laugh and most importantly is I know on how to pretend that everything was okay eventhough it's not. As your age increases, the tendency for you to get depressed on littlest stuff is higher. You don't even realise it but there must be a time where you wanted to stop almost everything. Just like me. 

I was a happy girl. A talkative one. But little that I know, I started to push everything away and circle of my friends getting smaller. Cried almost every night alone and became lot more sensitive. But, I'm so grateful that I always know the limit. And keep getting back to the basic. 

It doesn't matter how hurtful you are, how stressful life you facing. Get back to the basic. You'll find your way back. There's nothing wrong to cry your heart out but make sure, pull yourself together after and chin up. Each of us can't avoid all the obstacles and hardship because there always the reasons behind. Huge impact for your future. Believe and trust yourself because, you are important not for others but for yourself. I'll keep rooting and praying for each of us :)